if only they know the truth :')

you see me ?
I look different now right ?
telling jokes, smiling,having a great time and ... dying inside
I'm hurt , actually tired
tired of all drama, tired of being not good enough, tired of life, tired of love
but I doesn't want to look dramatic, weak and attention seeking
so I keep it all inside
act's like everything's perfect but cries all night along :')
so everybody thinks that I'm the happiest girl they know that never had no problem and my life is perfect.

IF ONLY THEY KNOW THE TRUTH :')